I really can't believe the summer is completely gone.. I really hate saying this, but, where has the time gone? seriously? As i finally start to pack for what is going to be the biggest transition of my life, only one thing constantly runs through my mind..

Fuck...

I know that college is gonna be great. I know that i'll meet a ton of great people and have a great time, but i'm just not ready to leave everyone behind. I've already begun to miss anyone and i haven't even left yet. what crazy shit is that? its really throwing me for a loop because i'm not the one to be overly sentimental. I like to think of myself as a manly man. you know.. no crying, no bitching (most of the time), etc. But this, in all honesty, is pretty sad. Oh well, i'll get over it soon. I guess what i really wanted to say was goodbye to all my friends again.. from the bottom of my heart, i hope you guys are successful in whatever you pursue in life and that we'll keep in touch.

p.s. mobile for life

sometimes we may have to keep falling until we reach the ground... until we can get back up again

(ugh)...


maybe i'm aiming too high...